A New Year Reflection

One of my dear friends, Jenni (she is a delight),¬† is a big proponent of choosing a word to guide her year. Last year, in January, I was certain I would choose a word too. I spoke at length with Jenni about her word (Last year’s was story.), and how she developed and determined which word she would pick. But, alas, I never did pick a word, and here I am on January 2, 2018, still thinking about a word for this year. (In case you are wondering, Jenni’s for this year is enough.)

It is really kind of funny, because I really didn’t think about having a word until this past Sunday, on New Year’s Eve. I was sitting in church listening to my (awesome) pastor (Pastor Jim) speak about new beginnings and renewing commitments to our faith and to God. (Which don’t get me wrong, I fully endorse and plan to do.) But that is not what struck me. What struck me is when he used this analogy involving Jacob Marley from A Christmas Carol. (And, hello, I am nothing if not a sucker for an allusion to one of my most beloved Christmas stories.) If you don’t remember, Marley is Scrooge’s dead business partner who appears to him wrapped in chains as punishment for being greedy and selfish during his life on earth. What Pastor Jim said is, “How often do we wake up, and wrap our chains around us and drag them throughout our day?” And, I thought, Yes, I do that. I don’t know why.¬†This pertains to how I show God’s love for my fellow humans and how I approach and react to the things that come up all day, every day. How many of us do that? Wake up. Wrap chain. Drag through the day. The point of the message was to let it go. Just stop wrapping the chain. Easier said than done, right?

So, now, here we are back at the point of this post. My word for the year. The message my pastor delivered is my starting off point. I know that there will be days when I drag the chain, just like good ole Marley did in A Christmas Carol. Days when I carry over the things that happened the day prior, and I just can’t let it go. BUT, I am going to strive to not do that. I am going to strive to be present, to let go of the things I cannot control, and embrace the positives. I am going to be intentional with my choices. I am going to be intentional with my actions (and, let’s be honest, with my inactions). Intentional will be my word for the year. So, many words ran through my head while thinking on this. Grace was a close second. (Maybe next year.) But, I think that being intentional in all the things will help me keep looking forward and not dragging all my baggage with me from day to day.

By now, most of you know that I use Instagram primarily for all things bookish. (Bookstagram is my favorite. And also smiling.) Intentional will help me so much in my reading life too. I am participating in The Unread Shelf Project 2018, which is a project (coordinated by Whitney (@theundreadshelf)) that simply encourages readers to tackle their shelves of unread books. I have 77 unread physical books. (I didn’t do an official count of my ebooks, but I think it is somewhere around 27.) My intention is to read more of the books I already have and spend less on books in 2018. (Honestly, I want to be more intentional in my spending overall.) So intentional just really fits, both in my personal and professional life, and also in my reading life.

Here’s to a wonderful and intentional 2018!

Do you make resolutions or set a word for the year? Let me know on Instagram (@meaningfulmadness) or in the comments below!